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Wed, 11 Jul 2012 00:27:37 -0400

somecoffeeguy.tumblr.com

Alright, then what are you willing to put up with?

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 02:14:55 -0500

Haha. I’m not sure yet. I’m willing to look past and put up with a ton of things if I feel the relationship can survive. Or if I want it bad enough. It”s tough to explain. New question.

I will.

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 02:14:05 -0500

Good

Here's a question. What's the girl of your dreams? Like, what's she like?

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 02:12:00 -0500

Girl of my dreams? Uhm.. I’ll let you know when I meet her, y’anno? Nobody you meet is gonna fit just right. It’s what you are willing to put up with to keep them around, yea? :]

Perhaps. Keep you're chin up, alright?

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 02:10:46 -0500

It’s always up. I don’t know what you are talking about. And seriously. Keep in touch. I love talking to strangers, yea?

Maybe. Who knows. And don't worry. It won't take forever. Patience is key. Everything works out the way they are supposed to in the end. This is only the beginning.

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 01:40:46 -0500

Yeah well. Please keep in touch, yeah?

I remember :) And you're very welcome. I hope you're doing well.

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 01:04:12 -0500

Im doing much better :] It’s greatly appreciated.

Maybe one day, when the time is right.

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 01:03:35 -0500

Whaat. That could be forever. Do you know who I am. For real? Have I ever seen you in public?

I love you with all my heart.

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 00:57:26 -0500

i want you to know, that even though you don't know me, i think about you all the time. Just thought you should know.

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 00:57:19 -0500

Well shucks. I wish I knew you then.

You'd think being lied to would go out of fashion already.

Thu, 09 Feb 2012 11:23:21 -0500

Past the point of giving any fucks about anything ever to ever be something.

Thu, 09 Feb 2012 03:27:07 -0500

teehee. Shove it. Rhymes with no emotion. TIME TO SPIN FIRE POI.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP <3

Nah it's cool.

Wed, 18 Jan 2012 02:39:44 -0500

Here is the part where I admit I’m laying on the floor crying. Gonna be a rough few days. Isnt it.

No one will read this shit anyway.

Wed, 18 Jan 2012 02:30:46 -0500

I just don’t get it.

I’m absolutely infuriated. I have so much pent up anger and rage. While I feel I should want nothing to do with them. They are my best friends. and I should just let it go. Like all the other stuff. 2 weeks I was gone. I called home a few times and kept wondering if anything major has changed. Nothing new ever happens they told me. It’s when I get home a realize something has changed. For the absolute worse. I guess I’m just using Tumblr to vent out. I just feel… fucked over. Always am. They are lucky they mean so much to me. Otherwise I’d just say fuck it. But damn am I hurt. damn near broken. I don’t care how ‘Emo’ this sounds. To me it’s just nice to be able to say what I really thing. Honestly. I guess I don’t believe you. The reasoning behind it didn’t feel real. I guess the whole thing didn’t really feel real. It does now. And fuck. It sucks. I can’t seem to get all the rage out. The more I hit things the worse it gets. I feel betrayed. I feel lied to. I feel I could go on for days. I guess they’ll never know how I really feel about the matter. I re read this and. Even if they did see it. They wouldn’t understand the magnitude of anger I am feeling. And the worst part. Is I’d probably still say Yes. I guess part of me hopes they read this. But. Fuck it. That’s my new attitude. Fuck it. If something goes wrong? Don’t give a shit. Just don’t give a shit about anything. So. Yeah. l8r.

At first i was like.

Wed, 02 Nov 2011 18:43:31 -0400

WTF? this isn’t my tumblr.

Then i realized, it was Mikhaels.

Oops. :3

I guess I’ll get back on my own now.

LOVE YOU <3

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Wed, 02 Nov 2011 01:28:20 -0400

:D

Wed, 02 Nov 2011 01:27:19 -0400

Im not on here anymore

Mon, 25 Jul 2011 10:40:44 -0400

But… Then I log in. and I see one message. Turns out. Just porn spam. God damn my life keeps getting. Shittier. and Shittier. And Shittier.

Pretty sure you've always wanted to see me naked.. Well.. I'm feeling pretty adventurous today so go to datelink4[dot]com (switch [dot] with .) then sign up and find my profile under the username 'lolsummer69'. I hid my face in the pictures. but I want you to guess who I am and then hit me up on Facebook lol. Good luck.

Mon, 25 Jul 2011 10:39:56 -0400

YEAH TOTALLY.

I dunno what it is. I want to believe her. But. I can’t. I just . Fucking . Can’t. And...

Mon, 25 Jul 2011 02:43:19 -0400

I dunno what it is. I want to believe her. But. I can’t. I just . Fucking . Can’t. And it is killing me.